I AM OFF.....

I will be checking into the hospital in two hours time. Taking a last sweep of the internet before I get deprived for the next few days.

Little trickles of apprehension are starting to kick in. So many people have commented on my serene state of mind during this period of waiting, or at least the outward manifestation of one, that I appear to have come across as something not quite human. I guess it will be quite a relief to people to know that I suffer from human anxiety like anyone else.

At any rate, I am feeling quite, quite uncomfortable now. There is this worried feeling in the region of my heart, and I cannot seem to sit still and concentrate on anything. I think I will feel a lot better once I am actually checked into the hospital and ensconced on my hospital bed. It is just this dastardly waiting around that irritates me. I have never been good at anything that involves any kind of waiting, or unknowns of any kind.

Ah...time is up. I have to go prepare to shower, pack a little, and then I'm off.

But don't worry....I'll be back. And in a prettier state than the Terminator, one hopes.